i feel that there's nothing more truly artistic than to love people.

VAN GOGH EXHIBITION

i have a thought
what if i never gave up on my drawing.
what if now i can draw what ever i like in just like one pen draw

i admit,
i am terrible horrible stupid in drawing stuff.
i used to love drawing very much
i went to drawing class when i was in primary school . the teacher always love my coloring.
then here comes the nightmare
i started to learn sketch which is very boring and im absolutely cant get through it.
i always spent my weekends doing this sketching stuff.
usually people can finished one sketch in just like 1 or 2 hours
but hell yeah, i need 5 hours to finished my sketch and sometimes i dont even finish it.
then i realize
drawing is actually not my stuff.
so then i putted them away. far far away.

went to van gogh exhibition
i was amazed.
barely cried.
every single paint has it meaning .

i love the starry night by Vincent Van Gogh



i always have this bitter feeling whenever i saw this paint.
every single little thing in this paint, i dont know, i just love it.

unfortunately, i didnt see this paint in museum today
so many so many great painting was there but this.....!!!
i was like @#$%^& f*ck

but i wonder if i really saw this painting today
i can hardly to control my emotions
i probably couldnt stop tearing .seriously.
i heart this painting for a very long time already.



i feel that there's nothing more truly artistic than to love people. -Vincent Van Gogh


Painting is faith, and it imposes the duty to disregard public opinion. - Vincent Van Gogh


One may have a balzing heart in one's soul yet no ever comes to sit by it. passersby see only a wisp of smoke from the chimney and continue on the way.- Vincent Van gogh


oh and by the way, i bought some Van gogh souvernir fro the museum.
not much , just a starry night mouse pad and starry night book marks.

starry starry night.
i remember there's a song for starry night but i can hardly remembered who sing that song. should google it soon.