The road not taken

hey everyone
this is definitely not a right time for me to blog right now but but but i feel like blogging at this moment.

okay my midterm again is coming up next week which means is in 2 days counting down.
ive got so many so many so many so many reading need to be finish . like for instance 9 chapter of drama reading, 6 chapter of greek mythology,7 chapter of english reading, 6 chapter of poetry and the new American bible.
feels dizzy now just to think about it. >;'(

oh well, guess what guys?
id just finished the English reading and nothing done.
should start mythology tomorrow for my own sake.

there's so much in my head
just need to throw it out quick.

i have a thought and i found out that i might be a kind of girl with a huge ambition.
and sometimes this ambitious kills myself.
it was like this, since i was young, my parents used to give me whatever i want as long its not a bad thing or that might cause something bad .
and because im the very first child in the family so my parents is sometimes kinda expected something more from me. and so this built my strong personality. i got more pressure and more responsible in my family.

if i want a thing, i really really will work so hard for it even though sometimes it dont worth it at all. and sometimes i do not really know if it was right or wrong. and if its wrong i'll never regret it because that is all i want, nobody asked me to do so.

but well, life is like this, things doesnt always work that way. just like whats in my head right now. like...my living place for next semester and my family , my friends, etc etc and every single little thing that happens right now.
i always know that but still i dont feel good. :'( really really bad. aint no good seriously.
so wanna cry but i just cant i dont know why .
so emo :'(

probably i just getting tired of this kind of situation sighhsss

sometimes i wonder why do i always feel very curious about somethings new and that i always want things i liked.
it was like i want you, and i want you now. very pushy indeed.
unlike my friend Stephanie, she could be so calm and stay quiet just watching even though she might want something badly. :/

here's a poem by Robert Frost which included in my midterm exam

The Road not taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

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