Fidget.

hello!


i err...
its been a while since the last time i actually write something about myself, about my feelings at this moment.

i know its sound 'high-school' but i guess i have no any other ways to throw this feeling away or i should say, blogging is the best way i can find to get me out of this and i know once i blog post things ,soon i can find my answer right back. i dont know i just need to storm braining things like this.

why this is always happened to me?

what is wrong with me?

it scared me to the hell!!!

please dont act like this, you cant do this to me.

you talked to me but this is not the way you always do.

you are the one who lift me up so high but then suddenly you just leave me and let me fall alone.

and even worst, you are watching over me with no inttension to help.

ironic.

alright i know this is not yet happen but i have a strong feeling that something is going to happen between us so please wait and be nice to me you'll see!

we definitely going to build this relationship so strong! that its not gonna hurt me and you.

 

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'