The one who are so shy.

hello!

its been a month since the last time i posted on my blog. sigh
everytime is like this....
time fliessssss incredibly fast!

im still here in Taiwan, Taipei city to be precisely.
its been 3 years since i came here for study.
if you ask me wether i love this place or not, i couldnt say no but... i counldnt say yes as well.
i dont know... i dont really like this place, this society, this culture, this country cos it is too...weird. the whole society is disconnected with the outside world.

so here's the story!
i met this guy at the club like 2 months ago and we've been keep in touch with each other since then. seriously till now , i dont know how i really feel about him ... i mean i talked to this person, i can feel he cares, he is so warm hearted but its always been that close, close to really touch my heart. i dont know im not trying to be pickie i know exactly he is so good, he is nice and he's almost everything that i couldnt find it in me. the problem is,he is very very shy. and that causing us still stuck in this.. i dont know what but its kinda situation like we are in a relationship in fact we are not and we are moving wayyy too slow. think i need to push him hard in order to make him tell me how he feels about me (although i already knew it from my friend that he likes me) i dont know how but my friends told me that i need to, i really really need to push him or maybe im the one who need to speak up but... i dont know its not my thing i dont know how and where to start.

 i feel like im standing on the pointe edge i cant move on but i cant go back as well and i dont know how long i could stand for not moving on. i have to move on. but i dont know how! i just dont know how.... and i dont want to be like this. i just dont want to be invovle in this kind of situation any longer. we are taking so long seriously. we are more than friend, we are somehow like a cute happy couple but we are not there yet! :(