Not a lot is going on at the moment
it was a pleasant afternoon get to spent the day here at a cafe more like a living gallery i guess, talking with some couple of friends and a married guy i just met about our future where we want to see ourself in 5 years since we are all working now.
now afterall it makes me think the difference before i graduate and what ive become now.
i used to had a lot of dream last years before i graduated from university and started to work.
well, i still do have a lot of dreams now. dream about where i want to see myself in future and how but just come to be more realistic. meaning i wouldn't dream of something that is not related to my life anymore it has to be something related to me now so i know that 'something' could happen if i work extremely hard.
let's say about my job now. i haven't really talk about my job here. so anyway, i started my first job last year few months after i graduated and after i came back from my trip in united states.
i work in millennium penata futures as a secretary to 'le boss' now. i say futures yes. i couldnt say it went all smooth in the first place specially i was a english major graduated and jump into to wild crazy field called futures. so many things happens since then no matter good or bad i always always learned something new everyday and you just need to be grateful then you are happy. so that is pretty much how things went for the past few months.
but then back to the days i was still in university imagine about the days i want to be a fashion designer working in fashion field or magazine editor or so... and really what i am doing now? something that is totally not related to my major and not my biggest interest at all but i still love it. and that makes me feel convortable so i dont want to move to field where i know i need to work double hard and still that is not all.
i sometimes get this feeling i dont know if this is good or bad but i thought life is about living to the fullest so i need to do whatever i need to do or what i like to do isnt it? and where all my spirit goes? i dont know if its my ages or anything just i become this kind or realistic women in realistic world.
crap.
now afterall it makes me think the difference before i graduate and what ive become now.
i used to had a lot of dream last years before i graduated from university and started to work.
well, i still do have a lot of dreams now. dream about where i want to see myself in future and how but just come to be more realistic. meaning i wouldn't dream of something that is not related to my life anymore it has to be something related to me now so i know that 'something' could happen if i work extremely hard.
let's say about my job now. i haven't really talk about my job here. so anyway, i started my first job last year few months after i graduated and after i came back from my trip in united states.
i work in millennium penata futures as a secretary to 'le boss' now. i say futures yes. i couldnt say it went all smooth in the first place specially i was a english major graduated and jump into to wild crazy field called futures. so many things happens since then no matter good or bad i always always learned something new everyday and you just need to be grateful then you are happy. so that is pretty much how things went for the past few months.
but then back to the days i was still in university imagine about the days i want to be a fashion designer working in fashion field or magazine editor or so... and really what i am doing now? something that is totally not related to my major and not my biggest interest at all but i still love it. and that makes me feel convortable so i dont want to move to field where i know i need to work double hard and still that is not all.
i sometimes get this feeling i dont know if this is good or bad but i thought life is about living to the fullest so i need to do whatever i need to do or what i like to do isnt it? and where all my spirit goes? i dont know if its my ages or anything just i become this kind or realistic women in realistic world.
crap.
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