Always on my mind

12th December 2009 (23.50)

yeah its me again.
now im here in grandma's

next week will be a tough week i guess
making a literature powerpoint
and going to perform a chrismast song on wednesday
and im going to perform 'Santa Baby' by kylie Minogue
a real cool one yeah?
anyway, next week is my study week .bzzzzzz :(

just re-readed all my blog updates from the very beginning.
an undescribable feelings now pouring on me.
i miss the old time, the moment
i miss my friendssss , my society, my living style.
i miss everything that ive been through
well, it doesnt means my life here was awful.
it is just not as good as it used to be.
i mean...my life here is a big turning point
every thing start from the very beginning.
i feel very lost seriously.
its totally a different thing
i couldnt brought my cam where ever i go because i dont drive here and i walk a lot. people might think whats she doing in school.
i hang in mall and had a afternoon tea time with those bunch of happy beloved people but i couldnt find one who could do the same thing here with me.
it doesnt mean im lonely here. im totally not.!!!
ive got those bunch of funny loving senior
we spent so much time together and we all are happy
well at least im happy :)
ive done so many crazy silly things that ive never done before.
and i tried so many new things here.
but still its totally a different thing
well this is life i guess
i simply miss the old time so badly

ahhh its just a quick rants
im just a little girl that caught in the middle
life is a maze and
love is the riddle.
i dont know where to go cant do it alone ive tried
and i dont know why
-The show- Lenka

okayy now im being obssesed so much by You are so beautiful -Joe Cocker