I'm going home

its 2nd december

my day is coming like really soon hahahhhaa
but well, still not sure what am i going to do on my day :p

i looked back all of my picture album album in facebook
and here comes the flashback .sigh . a big sigh.
my indonesian friends will all going back to indo on january
but im not going back. im going to stay here in taiwan :(
i miss my home so badly
i miss everything there , the living and the city . :(
i miss my cats
i miss my friends
i miss my car
i miss my bedroom which always is my favorite space all over the world and its not going to change.

i've always been so positive about what i wanted.
where i was headed.
now i feel like a pendulum, swinging from one side to another.
back and forth until im exhausted.
and now i confused :/

well, in conclusion
i just miss home so bad and i wanna go home :(