We're just ordinary People

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow 

 We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

Cos we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow.

Here's a feeling that I don't know how to describe and I can't explain.


what friend really means to you?
for me, i value my friendship more than anything.
i love my surrounding.
but sometimes, when you value your friendship too much and you started to lost yourself and you dont even know what you are doing.
this few months, life has been going up and down, i went so high and i fell so hard back down. and i finally realized what was my mom always trying to tell me. she said, i dont know what im doing right now.
dont know what im doing is not really not knowing what you are doing at the moment, it means you dont know what you are doing were wrong and when others was trying to tell you what to do, you never listen.

im not regreting for what ive done or what i thought it was right for me but then i was wrong, my believing.
but still, i'd experience it and i lived it. and people can change. people can always change for a better life.

one thing that really upset me lately is that, i kinda valued the things i thought was important to me, wrong. i was wrong, after all i dont really need it at all. and knowing that if i dont it stop right now and stand straight up. i would lost in the middle of nowhere and that is scary. i wasted so much time and money on something that is really really wrong. and then i woke up.