Positive vibes

Hello!

My first post in 2016.

I'm writing this post now on a high speed rail to Kaohsiung. Taking approximately 2 hours to be there. I hope for the better weather there, it's raining here in Taipei. 

I remember last time I went to Kaohsiung was the time when I'm still working with my previous boss CEO. Never appreciate Kaohsiung that much before.

And today for the first time I appreciate the time taking HSR to kaoshiung. Appreciate the view and appreciate the company with my best friend Alan. Was just last night I ask him to come to kaoshiung with me and here he is even he got final exam tomorrow.

totally my best friend. 

Study hard Alan. Study hard.

Today I go to kaoshiung for a gala dinner event. It's a birthday event actually to a person that I always admire. A very very inspiring talented humorous woman. During the event, far away I can see a lot of familiar faces. Those are the persons that I always enjoy to be around with even I don't get to spent so many times with them. I'm really excited and miss them too. And when I met them suddenly here's a feeling that comes to me tonight that somehow makes me feel like I wanna cry. Like I said I don't get to spent so much time with them because they are from all over the world. United States, China, Indonesia and etc. I met them prolly once a year or twice but when they see you the first thing they said is not how are you? But somehow when they see you they can just see thru you like you don't need to explain anything they just know what you are doing and what you've been thru lately. Even something like you're not sleeping well not eating well not happy etc they just knew. And they don't bother to talk shit about what happened with you that just makes you feel bad in fact they have this positive vibes to actually pull you back on track saying thing about self improvement. I think people don't need to talk bad stuff that happens to you in fact we have choices. We can goes the other way around. Talking good stuff making positive vibes. 

These person are those whove seen me in good shape good vibes. I feel sad because I didn't realized I wasn't the person that I'm used to be until today. I feel sad because I'm turning myself into such a bad shape. I'm not saying that my life's sucks but eventually bad thing happens and I somehow forgot that I have that ability to make things right or at least make myself feels right. No one to blame but me. And they know it all in once. Still they're not leaving me in fact held my back and say it's gonna be alright. It's makes me feel like home. 

And so here I say, my 2016 it's gonna be really really great. Everything's gonna be ok. 

Cheers everyone. 

Xoxo